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whats an audio you think describes you? (can be in or out of character, this what describes me irl) ?IM NOT A CHILD, I GREW UP FASTER THEN OTHER PEOPLE, I DIDNT NEED A STUPID STUFFED TOY! please look at me, im begging you, mama- please dont stop being my mother!?

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(Out of character; LOVE IS L I E !! HOPE IS A H O L E !! TRUST IS THE TRAP THAT TOOK MY S O U L ! ! FAMILY IS F A K E!! HATRED IS H O M E! GETTING ABANDONED IS ALL I'VE K N O W N ! I'VE TRIED, I'VE TRIED TO BE PERFECT, BUT I BELIEVE, I BELIEVE I DESERVE IT!! I HAVE TRIED, TRIED TO UNLEARN IT!! BUT I AM WIRED, I'M WIRED FOR WORTH...Less....)

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(Out of character; I get over...WHELMED, so easily! My anxiety! Creeps insid eof me, when I try to speak..!! what's come over me feels like i'm somebody else..!!)

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(out of character: The voices in my head, keep on telling me to stay! If I pull the trigger now, then the demons go away....)

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(Out of character; Yeah I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway!! Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah!! I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?! Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day!! And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me!!!!!!!!!! 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!r I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster!!!!!!!!!!!!! )

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(Out of character: I got wasted cuz i didn't wanna deal with myself tonight...My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright....I keep drinking till i'm someone I don't recognize..!! I got WASTED...)

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(ooh out of character but nirvana!!: I'm not like them, but I can pretend...the sun is gone...But I have a light...The day is DONE....But I'm havin' fun...I think i'm DUMB, or maybe just HAPPY.....Think i'm just HAPPY.... (About drinking and hangovers!))

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